As some of you will be aware I have been away for a large chunk of this week. And I don’t really want to talk about it, so I shall give a brief summary.
Wednesday evening I had a great video planned, but then I didn’t have motivation to make it, especially after doing a pile of homework. Thursday evening I felt like I had run into a brick wall with various things in my life, and I didn’t want to blog. Friday night I had a friend round and after talking to her about some serious stuff I felt like I had sort of lost myself. I realized that I have been a blank canvas for a long time, because I was afraid that what I created would be judged, and that it sort of had to stop. Saturday was good and worked on somethings inside my head, but I didn’t want to post until I was sure of what I wanted to say. And then we get today.
So essentially self discovery and tiredness messed up my weak. But now that’s all over, I can go forward.
And now I’m ready to be a better person or whatever, ugh I just hate revelations. I think I might talk about it all on Mental Health Monday.
Sorry this post is severely incoherent. I’ve just been thinking about deleting this thing for a while and this week I came very close.
Arrrrghhh I’m just so uncertain of what I want now.
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